day four

I don't know about this cleanse business. First of all, I'm really really impatient. As in, I get pissed off if I feel someone is walking too slowly. Don't even get me started on slow drivers and slow talkers.

So four days in of clean eating, I thought I'd be feeling pretty fantastic. I've been eating super healthy and I don't feel much different. In fact, I've been rather bloated and after not eating that much yesterday, I went to bed with an upset stomach.

Today, I felt full/bloated after having (a small portion of) oatmeal for breakfast, and a salad and apple for lunch. It was annoying, to say the least. Then I decided that I should give up and get Taco Bell for dinner, only there is no Taco Bell on my way home from work and luckily I'm too lazy to drive out of my way for even Taco Bell.

So I did the next best thing: ate a few pickles, and made black bean soup. Sorta the same thing. I stuck to the cleanse, but definitely ate more than I was actually hungry for just because I was frustrated.

I'm sure you're going to all say patience, patience, patience, but what if this doesn't help me feel better in any way? What if I'm eternally screwed internally? Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.